The Blues...

Let me start by saying that I am NOT one to play the victim, or attempt to make people feel bad for me. I think it's inefficient and overall ineffective. When people feel bad for me I use that as an excuse to feel bad for myself. Lame. 

On that note-I've been pretty blue over the last month.

As you may remember, I recently had a discussion with my physician about starting me on some blood pressure medication after I had several high readings. Also, she ordered an ultrasound of my kidneys in order to determine if that was possibly causing the issue. 

I was exercising regularly and losing weight, but my blood pressure continued to rise.

I've now had my meds changed three times, and have finally found a combination that seems to be working to control my pressure (for the most part). However, my kidney ultrasound came back as "possibly an issue".  Also, the guy I was seeing and I split largely because I didn't want his medical advice (he's a physician) because he's not MY doctor. He did not take that well. I wish him the best of luck but I'd rather be his lady friend than his patient, and I don't like blending those two roles. And to put the cherry on top, I had finals.

ANYWHO-It's been a long month. I didn't think it was appropriate for me to drag you guys along in my self-depricating, whiny little tirade. So, I want to apologize for my absence. Also, I want you to know that it's OK to feel a little "off" sometimes. It doesn't make you weak. I am feeling better, largely because of the support of my friends, family, and coworkers (one of them even got me a SUPER cute little med case of all of my drugs). Also, this guy is a big helper:

Another thing that helped to pull me out of my funk? 

Setting some new goals (because I'm a weirdo like that). Check out my next post about my new challenge: Triathlon Intro!